I APOLOGIZE THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW. BUT I’M NOT GOING TO HOLD IT INSIDE TO FESTER.
MAYBE TOMORROW I WILL FEEL A MORE POSITIVE ATTITUDE.
THE POEM IS HOW I FEEL TONIGHT.
You say that you love me.
Then you change your mind.
No wonder the world isn’t divine.
Your out of time.
You said you couldn’t live
without me.
Once I step away to see the
love inside me, for the
love of you.
You change your mind.
And blame it on me.
I blame it on you.
Where can love be?
It’s not between you and
me.
It has to be on the train.
Rolling down the track.
You say you want me back.
Then turn around and let
me see your back.
But won’t contact me.
Then you turn back.
And wonder why love isn’t
coming back.
After I’m gone, you deny
me.
And blame it on me.
I blame it on you.
It’s a constant retract.
You said you couldn’t take me
at the time.
Now you say it’s too late.
But you say you still love
me.
That’s so off track.
What’s this love game?
That’s facing me?
Can it be true between you
and me, I don’t think so.
No matter how hard I try.
It will never be a contract.
What a mistake for us two.
It’s just not right.
To live this way.
It’s not me and you.
What should I think?
It’s been almost four
years.
There are still tears.
What a waste of time.
If I ever knew time.
A double standard out of
the blue.
How do you expect me to
be true?
When you change your mind?
And throw the fault at me.
What a mistake for both of us.
No wonder things are out of
place.
Can’t you keep your mind.
And let it be?
Do you have to continue
to change for a relapse?
Can’t you keep in time?
I say I want you back.
You say it will never
work.
Love is more than in the
mind.
It’s everything in
between.
You start to run.
I say I don’t want to see you.
You say why.
It must be true, that you want
what you can’t have.
And throw away what you
can have.
I’m not easy.
That’s a bunch of poo.
How can someone love
someone and say it’s
through?
Bull.
It was never true.
1-21-2012
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